That sounds right. Gebura doesn't like puns, but she's fond of cats, quiet places, and doesn't dislike sweets. Elysium... talks a lot, but feels a little distant at times. Even so, he listens well and wants others to smile. I think. So that's probably why he puts his nose into everything.
Loop listens, bringing a hand up to play with that little fish drone once again. A small nudge, leading it with a finger. Something to do as they roll this information around in their head. Information important to Siffrin, whether it is to Loop is hard to say. PArt of them wondering why he even feels the need to tell them but.
Begrudgingly, they also understand a little. ] Picking up on them much like your family before, are you? [ The Researcher, the Fighter, the Housemaiden, the Kid. These past months coming to learn little tidbits of his acquired friends here now. Does it fill that void? That absence?
(...) ] Is it easier learning about them without the risk of time looping? Or harder?
I learned about my family members before the loops too, you know. Even if... it wasn't as much as I'd thought it was.
[ (You had come to known them as people, those countless days together. Their likes and dislikes. What each of them were capable of. How they were as strangers, and then as friends -- as family members. But you hadn't thought further than that. What might trouble them. Their dreams. Where they'd like to go, or who they'd like to become.
Stuff like that
didn't really matter to you, who had nowhere and no one to be. Who seemed to have no troubles. They hadn't reached out either, though. Still haven't.
You think of sculpting with Elysium, of sitting at the beach with Gebura, of Callisto's laugh. Is it harder? Not having that safety net? Has it filled the void, or is it only adding to it?
...) ]
I don't know. There really hasn't been any trouble [ aside from almost stabbing Gebura once ] or anything like that, so I haven't... really thought about it. I don't know if I've learned a lot about them, either.
[ Just like how they haven't learned a lot about Siffrin, and yet have learned enough just by being around him. ]
... I see. Well, I was just curious is all! After all, during the loops, it felt like you wouldn't think much about what would happen if you break the loop. But the experience here has been a bit enlightening in a way to you, hasn't it?
Getting to live your life a bit finally outside the loops. [ Feeling your life tick forward. ] Getting to actually know other people instead of the same ones over and over. [ Not the same script over and over. ]
So I was just wondering. Has it changed your thoughts since then? Or are you trying not to think about that as well?
[ (There is... a sick kind of comfort, in the lines you know. How saying one thing will get a certain reaction. How messing with a scene in another way would get something new. But changing something could end poorly too, so it's best to avoid that -- stick with the lines you know, the replies you know.
As boring as they get. As easy to zone out as they are. There's some lines you never skip, never get tired of hearing, but it
twists
your
insides
to know that they're only saying that because you make them because you know what to say and it doesn't mean anything anymore if you say it because it's just to get a reaction and you ) ]
It's... weird. I don't know how to explain it. Her loss isn't the same as mine, even though neither of us understand how we lost it, at least I can sometimes remember. Even if it fades away.
[ Moments captured like fireflies in a bottle. And gone just as quick. March is gung-ho and, while she might be bothered by her lack, it isn't something that she seems to dwell on. She's made her own person. ]
... But I do like spending time with her other than that. She's on my team, like Elysium.
Hmmm... Well, coming from different places, makes sense it wouldn't be the exact same. Adding to the differences with the memory loss.
[ The fading away in Siffrin's case, like grasping straws. Escaping right through their fingertips. Is it odd? Seeing how he is as a person and how she is in results of everything.
...Ah well. In any case! Loop continues on, brows furrowing. ] Right. The whole "teams" ordeal. Very creative to put a star in Everlight.
You're on Gebura's team. I don't really think there's any rhyme or reason for it, [ Siffrin is without redemption clearly, ] so I guess they just like wordplay too.
I think I'd choose this one, anyway. The halls are dark.
[ Purple... Dark shade. Perfect. Wish it was totally lightless though.
In any case, Siffrin is having the time of their life here just vibing. Different than the desire for quiet company, a need for existence, just... enjoying for the sake of enjoying. Like the hours spent with Loop before witnessing the theory atop the Favor Tree.
Is it strange, to Loop? Since it apparently isn't to Siffrin anymore. ]
[ Whereas theirs is the complete opposite. Bright. Almost aggravatingly so. Maybe that's part of why they choose to come out here, rather than stay holed up in their room. At least some of the floral and greenhouse can provide a semblance of shade. And other reasons they choose not to think about.
There's a bit of some relaxation in their posture, resembling the time atop that Favor Tree, like clear enjoyment of spending the time just talking. Even if it's about nothing. Mindless things. But there's a small tension in where their hands rest in their lap, fingers curling tight, almost digging. But they don't add anything else, keeping quiet. ]
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That sounds right. Gebura doesn't like puns, but she's fond of cats, quiet places, and doesn't dislike sweets. Elysium... talks a lot, but feels a little distant at times. Even so, he listens well and wants others to smile. I think. So that's probably why he puts his nose into everything.
[ Important things to know! Apparently. ]
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Loop listens, bringing a hand up to play with that little fish drone once again. A small nudge, leading it with a finger. Something to do as they roll this information around in their head. Information important to Siffrin, whether it is to Loop is hard to say. PArt of them wondering why he even feels the need to tell them but.
Begrudgingly, they also understand a little. ] Picking up on them much like your family before, are you? [ The Researcher, the Fighter, the Housemaiden, the Kid. These past months coming to learn little tidbits of his acquired friends here now. Does it fill that void? That absence?
(...) ] Is it easier learning about them without the risk of time looping? Or harder?
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[ (You had come to known them as people, those countless days together. Their likes and dislikes. What each of them were capable of. How they were as strangers, and then as friends -- as family members. But you hadn't thought further than that. What might trouble them. Their dreams. Where they'd like to go, or who they'd like to become.
Stuff like that
didn't really matter to you, who had nowhere and no one to be. Who seemed to have no troubles. They hadn't reached out either, though. Still haven't.
You think of sculpting with Elysium, of sitting at the beach with Gebura, of Callisto's laugh. Is it harder? Not having that safety net? Has it filled the void, or is it only adding to it?
...) ]
I don't know. There really hasn't been any trouble [ aside from almost stabbing Gebura once ] or anything like that, so I haven't... really thought about it. I don't know if I've learned a lot about them, either.
[ Just like how they haven't learned a lot about Siffrin, and yet have learned enough just by being around him. ]
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... I see. Well, I was just curious is all! After all, during the loops, it felt like you wouldn't think much about what would happen if you break the loop. But the experience here has been a bit enlightening in a way to you, hasn't it?
Getting to live your life a bit finally outside the loops. [ Feeling your life tick forward. ] Getting to actually know other people instead of the same ones over and over. [ Not the same script over and over. ]
So I was just wondering. Has it changed your thoughts since then? Or are you trying not to think about that as well?
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As boring as they get. As easy to zone out as they are. There's some lines you never skip, never get tired of hearing, but it
twists
your
insides
to know that they're only saying that because you make them because you know what to say and it doesn't mean anything anymore if you say it because it's just to get a reaction and you ) ]
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Anyway. Time to answer.) ]
It's fun to get to know people.
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[ Not that they expected any differently. ]
Well, you'll have plenty of people to get to know here at least.
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[ It always is. Talking to someone else who doesn't remember. The coin sits heavier in their pocket. ]
Not bad. She's cheerful. But odd. Her name's March 7th, and she picked it herself.
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[ ... In a way, yes, but. ]
It's... weird. I don't know how to explain it. Her loss isn't the same as mine, even though neither of us understand how we lost it, at least I can sometimes remember. Even if it fades away.
[ Moments captured like fireflies in a bottle. And gone just as quick. March is gung-ho and, while she might be bothered by her lack, it isn't something that she seems to dwell on. She's made her own person. ]
... But I do like spending time with her other than that. She's on my team, like Elysium.
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[ The fading away in Siffrin's case, like grasping straws. Escaping right through their fingertips. Is it odd? Seeing how he is as a person and how she is in results of everything.
...Ah well. In any case! Loop continues on, brows furrowing. ] Right. The whole "teams" ordeal. Very creative to put a star in Everlight.
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You're on Gebura's team. I don't really think there's any rhyme or reason for it, [ Siffrin is without redemption clearly, ] so I guess they just like wordplay too.
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Well, better that than leaving us to choose what team. I'm far too indecisive! [ Sure. ]
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[ Purple... Dark shade. Perfect. Wish it was totally lightless though.
In any case, Siffrin is having the time of their life here just vibing. Different than the desire for quiet company, a need for existence, just... enjoying for the sake of enjoying. Like the hours spent with Loop before witnessing the theory atop the Favor Tree.
Is it strange, to Loop? Since it apparently isn't to Siffrin anymore. ]
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[ Whereas theirs is the complete opposite. Bright. Almost aggravatingly so. Maybe that's part of why they choose to come out here, rather than stay holed up in their room. At least some of the floral and greenhouse can provide a semblance of shade. And other reasons they choose not to think about.
There's a bit of some relaxation in their posture, resembling the time atop that Favor Tree, like clear enjoyment of spending the time just talking. Even if it's about nothing. Mindless things. But there's a small tension in where their hands rest in their lap, fingers curling tight, almost digging. But they don't add anything else, keeping quiet. ]